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Discover the BEST Online Shop in the Philippines!

BEST Online Shop in the Philippines – Bayan Mall

It’s not easy being an OFW.
You miss loved ones and a lot of special events.

Birthdays, holidays, fiestas…
It’s sad that you’re far away from your family

Wishing you can send gifts,
But packages sent abroad take too long to arrive!

Want to buy them groceries?
How about a sumptuous lechon for Christmas eve?

Surprise them with appliances…
Your purchases will be delivered within a week!

Now, you can be a part of every occasion

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Don’t think it’s possible?

It certainly is with Bayan Mall!
Your online shopping mall in the Philippines.

We have everything in your wish list,
From basic supplies, gadgets and gifts!

Shop now at www.bayanmall.com!
Let your love reach your family on time.

Bayan Mall From our family to your family “Malayo ka man, kapiling pa rin”

Bayan Mall Corporation is an online shopping mall which primarily aims at helping the Filipinos who live and work abroad in their needs to give their families in the Philippines, the same comfort and security they have. This is the first and only company that provides shopping venue where they can buy groceries or other necessities for their families themselves. We have almost complete variety of products from food, non-food, wear, non-wear, DIY, pharmacy, real estate, cars, specialty items, bakery, pastries and almost everything you see inside a mall. The pride and joy is our service called “Family Cart”, where families can shop together virtually. There are a lot more of our online services that were perfectly designed for our “kababayans” who wish to be near to their families in amost possible way.

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Come and visit us at Bayanmall.com and see how our family can help yours, pre-launching will start Oct. 29. 2013
From our family to your family… we’ll see you at the mall… The Bayan Mall !

M.U- Mag-isang Umiibig </3

M.U- Mag-isang Umiibig

Bago mo tuluyang basahin to, huhulaan ko. Huwag mong sabihing isa ka lang sa milyon-milyong tao na nabiktima rin tulad ko?

 

O tama na iyang pagngiti, sabi na nga ba eh!

Well, ganyan nga siguro talaga ang buhay. You really can’t have it all.

Naranasan niyo na bang umibig at ibigin? Ako kasi oo. Ngunit ang malaking pagkakamali ko lang ay yung bahaging inakala kong ako rin ay kanyang iniibig.

Yung feeling mo na pareho kayo ng nararamdaman, iyon pala masyado lang malawak ang iyong imagination. Yung feeling na binibitbit niya yung bag mo tuwing uwian pero ginagawa pala niya ‘yun sa lahat ng babaeng kaklase mo. Yung feeling na akala mo magtatapat siya sayo dahil pawis na pawis at nangangatog siyang nakatutok sa iyo ngunit ang totoo ay mangungutang lang ng pamasahe.

Yung feeling na feel na feel mo na love letter na ang ibinigay niya sa’yo sa high school graduation pero nakita mo ang iba mo pang mga kaibigan na may hawak ding kaparehong-kaparehong liham.

 

 

Yung feeling na akala mo magiging kayo na, ‘yun pala talagang feeling mo lang yun lahat!

Masakit? Nakakatawa? Relate much? Di ko kayo masisisi, it’s like an epidemic disease sa mga babae sa kapanahunan ko. Assumera, best in Assuming Awards, Hopya at iba pa. Iyan iStock_000036410142_Largeang tawag sa akin ng mga kaibigan ko matapos nilang malaman ang katangahang ininda ko sa apat na buong taon sa hayskul.

 

Di niyo naman siguro ako masisisi. Kung di lang din naman kasi siya parang traffic enforser na laging nagbibigay ng signs eh di sana di na napadaan at huminto ang puso ko sa kanya.

 

He’s my bestfriend.

 

Lahat na ata ng tao sa campus namin ay akala na kami na maliban sa kanya. Ikaw ba naman ang ihatid sa kanto ng bahay niyo araw-araw( dahil magkasunod lang ang kanto namin pero kahit na!), ang itext at kumustahin araw-araw, ang bigyan ng daily supply ng papel dahil tinatamad kang kumuha sa bag mo, at laging sinasamahan sa mga lakad at school activities. Kitams? Aminin mo na kasi, di mo rin ako masisisi. I assumed because he made me do so, maybe without him knowing.

I thought we had mutual feelings for each other. Naalala ko pa nga yung araw na nagtext siya sa akin ng “I love you”. Yun pala, it’s a group message.

Iyong tipong isesend mo sa lahat and then huhulihin mo kung ano ang magiging reaksyon nila.    Muntikan na nga akong magreply ng “I love you too” eh.

Ang daming beses na siguro akong nag-assume na aamin na siya, at maraming beses na rin akong umuuwing umiiyak mag-isa. How can I be wrong if it just felt so right? Sa apat na taon ko sa hayskul, apat na taon din pala akong umaasa sa wala. Naturingan pa naman akong Batch Valedictorian pero mukang isa lang ako sa mga patunay sa kasabihang “ang taong matalino, bobo pagdating sa pag-ibig”. Pero siyempre, di ko na hahayaang mangyari pa ulit iyon. Nadala na ako. Di na ako naniniwala sa M.U na iyan. Kasi it’s either it won’t work out in the end, or you will just choke each other’s privacy or you will end up saying “Hay! Akala ko Mutual Understanding yun pala hindi.”flower of love - purple

Dahil ang totoo ikaw lang ang Mag-isang Umiibig. Kahit gusto mo siyang damayin sa kalokohan mo, di mo magawa.OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA Ang puso di naman kasi parang utak na natuturuan kung sinu-sino ang dapat mahalin.

 

O ha! Ang karanasang ito ay para sa mga katulad kong nabiktima ng walang kamalay-malay. Di naman masama ang magkagusto, ang masama lang eh iyong ini-edit mo na ang love story niyo kahit wala pa man ding nangyayaring totoo. Masarap mag-imagine, pero mas masarap balikan ang mga happy moments niyo kung ito ay totoo.

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Worry No More

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 I often ask myself why others’ lives seemed perfectly built compared to mine which obviously states that it wasn’t.

That actually busted my heart. I repeatedly concluded that life is unfair after all.

To leave my family behind is somehow traumatic for me. I don’t know what their hearts really tell. I am just certain with what I truly felt when I turned my back away from them.

At that very moment, I was the saddest and the loneliest.

Every now and then, a lot of thoughts just came speeding up in my mind.

Why can’t we simply own happiness without doing something to gain it? Why can’t we just smile and giggle altogether for all the days of our lives? Why does someone have to leave? Why do we have to weep and sweat over things just to satisfy someone else’s life?

StressSometimes, I supposed that maybe life isn’t for me.

I am meant to sacrifice. I am meant to do this.

I repeatedly argue with my thoughts with “What if I was born wealthier?” Maybe I don’t have to work here and leave them.

The worst of all, I often times assume those pessimistic thoughts like “What If my family forgets me? What if they didn’t recognize my love for them? What if they just waited for my packages and not for me? What if they didn’t notice my efforts?”

As to prepare myself, I have taken into account all those “What If’s”.

Thus I have consoled myself by imagining things and moments I have always long for. I thought that it will ease the pain, that it will make me stay positive.

But it didn’t.

I kept searching for some medications to cover up my worries. I never stopped.  Until such time came when I scanned His word and there I read something that brought me back to my senses.

 “Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.”

Isaiah 41:10

It was concise and very clear to me. I am not alone. I am fighting with someone beside me. He’s always there, always been there. I just have to believe. To trust Him. To value Him. To feel him.lolsad

My days got brighter and lighter day by day. Everything goes smoothly.

By then, I worry no more .